Saturday, October 10, 2009

hmmm

Sometimes I feel like my soul is getting sucked out of me. I feel like I've stayed too long -- that I always "stay too long". It's that I can't get out of here fast enough. Now that I've started working toward the next thing I need it to be done...yesterday. There are a couple of people I'll miss when I move on, but not many. I'm feeling what I felt when I was really ready to move on from the two other gigs I've had that I got to the point I had to go.

Tonight was painful. People I work with assume that everyone shares their point of view. The head guy, I don't think, has any idea that I think most of his opinions (politically) are for the birds. I'm so tired of biting my tongue. I'm tired of smiling and nodding. I've had this experience. I feel done.

*sigh*

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